damselindisdress

i only came here to be part of your show

and you showed me the person deep inside me thats broken and locked away

now that ive hit the bottom
let me just say that u fucked me up pretty bad
so thank you for reminding me that i'm breakable

thank you for showing me im so weak that i dont want to feel hurt
..to have to lock all this shit inside

thank you..

.. .But now my show is about to start
and i got more than my own audience to show that i can be the opposite of what u made me
... niqqah i got your fucking audience too..

.. watch me do me..
kill time

encore

again and again...

ABOUT TO DO SOME SERIOUSSSS FUCKING DAMAGEEE.. .

FUCK THE WOOOORLDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



so pissed and geared up right now its not fuckin funny.. will be using the f-word more often today.. YES

Havent Posted anything in Four Months..

Nothing in particular is on my mind right now either..

This is just so i feel like ive done some small contribution to the whole: updating-your-dA page-often-enough.. .

-_-
blegh blegh blegh..

bye

Shark In the Water - VV Brown

:warning: EXAMS IN PROGRESS

:/ yeah.. that's what's been going on recently.
I've been tryingg to study. Sometimes i do.. Sometimes i find myself daydreaming about why i dont have red hair and why my windows couldnt be at an angle where i could keep them open while it's raining.

Found a very beautiful quote today: Mother Teresa- "If you judge people you have no time to love them".

..Not nearly finished painting my wall.. but some interesting concepts have come about as a result of me fucking up. .

Step into a puddle of pink;
let it stain the breakable parts of you.
Into the yellow rainbow i sink
for every mistake that's covered in glue..

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I'm in love with Detective Booth

A cactus
An eagle (some bird)
A plant (some plant)
A rattle snake

*Rings the doorbell

Everything seems to be all wrong. All gone.
Empty much, but im still here. Im still here.
I still have things to keep me holding on.
Holding on. Holding on.

Im not getting service on my cell. Fuck GT&T.
My legs feel warmer than the rest of my body. It's weird.

Want a piggyback. :[

Want some CLAMATO JUICE BAAAD!!.. *salivates

..Oliver left for Mexico today. I miss him. I missed him in the second i was told he'd gone.
There are people standing right around me that i miss.
And it sucks.

*Rings the doorbell again

Want to let my friends know how much they mean to me. Call them together and take shots of tequila. Call em and make fun by nibblin on their hair :].. haha jk.. jus thought itd sound funny (which it did).

Not sure what to say anymore. I just want to sit here on the floor, outside this door, and shed these motherfucking tears.

I LOVED YOU. I LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS LOVE YOU.